Crimson Primer
5. Graduation from the Void
The light is a white gauze. The world is a fever dream of synthetic order. I drive. The trees are emerald claws. The building is brick and low, a hive of souls, a warehouse of unformed meat. I walk inside and the air is a chemical scrub, pine cleaner over the scent of sugar and sweat.
The hub. The front office. The figure behind the desk is a machine of data and indifference, eyes fixed on the cold blue flicker of a computer screen. I do not speak. I cannot speak yet; the noise in my head is a thunderstorm of delight. I offer the mask. I offer the precise, upward curve of my lips. I set my badge on the wood, the name Halloway catching the sterile overhead light. I am the shadow filling the vacancy the absent one left behind.
The figure looks at the badge, then up at the hollow geometry of my smile. "You're filling in for Brooks?" the voice says, flat and tired. "Down the hall. Room 4B."
I nod once, the movement oiled and silent. The system expects a replacement, a body to fill the void of his absence, and I have come to oblige.
I move. The hallway is a tunnel of frantic pigment, chaotic scribbles, a sea of madness. The noise is a collective pulse, a high-pitched roar of unrefined life. I reach the station. My fingers graze the canvas of my bag. The bone handle is a cold promise. The brass fasteners rattle against the sugar-dusted candies. I turn the handle. I step into the light.
"Good morning," I say, my voice a perfect, gentle lullaby as I smooth my floral skirt and look down at the circle of tiny, expectant faces. "My name is Ms. Halloway. I am your substitute teacher for today, and if you all sit very still on the alphabet rug, we are going to learn everything about the color red."